beautiful desire

Secret - Maroon 5

Watch the sunrise
Say your goodbyes
Off we go
Some conversation
No contemplation
Hit the road

Car overheats
Jump out of my seat
On the side of the highway baby
Our road is long
Your hold is strong
Please don’t ever let go oh no

I know I don’t know you
But I want you so bad
Everyone has a secret
But can they keep it
Oh no they can’t

Driving fast now
Don’t think I know how to go slow
Where you at now
I feel around
There you are

Cool these engines
Calm these jets
I ask you how hot can it get
And as you wipe of beads of sweat
Slowly you say "i’m not there yet!" 

the tattoo didnt hurt that much.

but your decision did.

child of burning time

I cut my name into my heart still i tear it all apart

I beg you burn me away i won't become your hero just to fight the life i saved

Burn me away i won't give up tommorow just to lose it all today

I burn away...

i guess..the only reason why i hold on to you is because...
i knew i wasnt perfect enough for you.
i always wanted you to be by my side 24/7
i always wanted you to be there
i always wanted...you.
yeah..i know im selfish and stubborn.
well..im still learning.

even if the world ends

,i want be there for you.

thats all i wish.

and all i ask..

i guess...i am developing 2 personalities..idk why but..it just comes and go..the happy and the complete opposite.

i've lost track of time because i had nothing to look forward to..
imissedyousomuch.

falling deeper and deeper as each day passed,
closer and closer to the edge.i felt the pain even more.
its kinda fun anyway :)

hate and love.

i wonder why?
i cant seem to recognise my family anymore.
or rather,they dont really understand me at all.
yeah,i hear them complaining alot.
they say they care alot.
but when i need them,
sorry,my friends were there for me,
not you guys.

feel like im getting closer and closer to you.
yet you are drifting away further and further.

<3 do you know how i feel about you..?
<3 can i know how you feel about me..

I never really feel quite right
I don't know why, all I know is there's something wrong
Every time I look at you, you seem so alive

Tell me how do you do it, walk me through it
I'm following every footstep

Baby on your own you take a conscious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

I say a lot of things sometimes that don't come out right
And I act like I don't know why
I guess a reaction is all I was looking for

You looked through me, you really knew me like no one has EVER looked before

Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me
Shine on this life that's burning out

I know, I know, girl you got something

SHINE (shine it on to me)
Shine down on me (I wanna feel it)
Shine on this life that's burning out

Baby on your own you take a cautious step
Do you wanna give it up?

But all I want is for you to SHINE
Shine down on me (just show me something)
Shine on this life that's burning out (you give me something that I never
know)

Shine (it gonna kill me if you give something away)
Shine yeaaah (I wanna know what's going in on your mind)
Shine on this life that's burning out 

Eminem - When I'm Gone

just stay happy,and ill be happy.

would you continue staying amazing even when im gone?
dont hesitate no more,i just need another push.
im still waiting for that push.

i hate how much i love you.i cant stand how much i need you.

truth is,you broke my trust when you started trusting him.i never needed you to be by my side 24/7.i just need your trust.thats was all it took.i've never given up on you.but you did.im not trying to find fault but im telling you.in a weird way that i love you.
so....."im not gonna fight for you."

Broken strings

Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue

I can't even convince myself

When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it's not enough

To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire

When there's nothing left to say

It's like chasing the very last train

When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up

I tried to hold on but it hurts too much

I tried to forgive but it's not enough

To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire

When there's nothing left to say

It's like chasing the very last train

When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse

So how can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

iwishthaticouldsingthissongtoyou.

butiguessyouwouldntunderstandhowifeelforyou.

killing the innocence in me.
building the hate inside.
my brain has stop working.
my sorrow has eaten all within
there's nothing to fill this emptiness.
no one can see the pain i've hate.

i guess...he could give you what i couldnt..
im just not worth...
i told you i couldnt be your friend again because
i knew..things would come to this kind of situation.
u hated me.
i cant hate you..because..you are the one thing i wont ever wanna lose.
i dont think you understand how much you mean to me.
sigh..what can i do except watch.
i guess this is karma.

trying to find the fun part of you.

Bruce Lee:My Brother.

story about a really good friend/brother/actor/fighter.
the Chinese culture was mostly about responsibilities and discipline.
i was really curious about the romance.
seems like love at first sight may not always be true love.
its unexplainable and noncomprehending.
when it comes to responsibility,love never fails to uphold faith.
the challenging enemy will never overcome the bond.
its about committing and overcoming.

i love the way i feel.

it hurts a lot but its true.

another day living in denial
fucking hate it..
the only think i can look forward to is NS
money money money
fucking money fucking debts fucking friends.
ARG.

issit all pretense or reality
everywhere i go your name pops up everywhere everytime.
if you've given up on me..please do something.
i feel pitiful,being so helpless and faithless.
did you intend to give up on me from the start?
or are you just treating me like a boy?
am i really the only exception?
or do you just wanna finish the race?
my patiences are almost at limit.

i told you that i would even die for you.
but..all i've gotten back is pain and jealousy..
if this is karma,will you give me up?
thats all im asking..
im really tired of my current life.
in fact,im sick of it.
next year..will be a brand new start.
im not really looking forward to meeting you.
but i really do miss you.

i kept remembering you because i didnt want you to pass right by me.
i kept pestering you because i am afraid of losing you again.
i teared because you're all thats left in me.

at times like this,
growing from silences to screams.
learning from innocents to wise.
teaching from the high end and down low.
its hard to have the weight of the world.
i need to just...breathe.

everyone have a secret inside lock down tight.
in the eyes of the loneliness there is nothing but trust.
pain is what inflicted right upon us.
if everyone is perfected then we're just robots.

whats more important,
love or money?
happiness or responsibilities?

putting selfish acts into considerations,loneliness loves its company.
life is so troublesome with money involved.
why cant society downgrade instead of upgrade?

no one days time off when times are hard.
everyone takes their time when its easy.

love is painful yet intoxicating.

i cant stop being apologetic because i cant stop loving you

sometime i just wish that we can start over.

sometimes i wish i can tell you i love you in the eye.

sometimes i wish we can just runaway and forget all our problems.

sometimes i wish,you were mine.

It’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

the lazy song

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
Cus today I swear I'm not doing anything
I'm gonna kick my feet up and stare at the fan
Turn the TV on
Throw my hand in my pants
Nobodys gon' tell me I can't

But, darling

I'd still catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)

Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain!

Yes, I would die for ya, baby,

But you won't do the same.