Bruce Lee:My Brother.

story about a really good friend/brother/actor/fighter.
the Chinese culture was mostly about responsibilities and discipline.
i was really curious about the romance.
seems like love at first sight may not always be true love.
its unexplainable and noncomprehending.
when it comes to responsibility,love never fails to uphold faith.
the challenging enemy will never overcome the bond.
its about committing and overcoming.

i love the way i feel.

it hurts a lot but its true.

another day living in denial
fucking hate it..
the only think i can look forward to is NS
money money money
fucking money fucking debts fucking friends.
ARG.

issit all pretense or reality
everywhere i go your name pops up everywhere everytime.
if you've given up on me..please do something.
i feel pitiful,being so helpless and faithless.
did you intend to give up on me from the start?
or are you just treating me like a boy?
am i really the only exception?
or do you just wanna finish the race?
my patiences are almost at limit.

i told you that i would even die for you.
but..all i've gotten back is pain and jealousy..
if this is karma,will you give me up?
thats all im asking..
im really tired of my current life.
in fact,im sick of it.
next year..will be a brand new start.
im not really looking forward to meeting you.
but i really do miss you.

i kept remembering you because i didnt want you to pass right by me.
i kept pestering you because i am afraid of losing you again.
i teared because you're all thats left in me.

at times like this,
growing from silences to screams.
learning from innocents to wise.
teaching from the high end and down low.
its hard to have the weight of the world.
i need to just...breathe.

everyone have a secret inside lock down tight.
in the eyes of the loneliness there is nothing but trust.
pain is what inflicted right upon us.
if everyone is perfected then we're just robots.

whats more important,
love or money?
happiness or responsibilities?

putting selfish acts into considerations,loneliness loves its company.
life is so troublesome with money involved.
why cant society downgrade instead of upgrade?

no one days time off when times are hard.
everyone takes their time when its easy.

love is painful yet intoxicating.

i cant stop being apologetic because i cant stop loving you

sometime i just wish that we can start over.

sometimes i wish i can tell you i love you in the eye.

sometimes i wish we can just runaway and forget all our problems.

sometimes i wish,you were mine.

It’s a beautiful night,

We’re looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

the lazy song

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
Cus today I swear I'm not doing anything
I'm gonna kick my feet up and stare at the fan
Turn the TV on
Throw my hand in my pants
Nobodys gon' tell me I can't

But, darling

I'd still catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah)

Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain!

Yes, I would die for ya, baby,

But you won't do the same.

i can run but you can hide.

im not blind so quit starring at me.

heres a cigarette go smoke that shit.

ill prolly throw you a penny when you're in shits.

fuck these haters they got no life.

i love each of them so they cant hurt mine.

life is simple dont have to look sad.

just smile on the outside and you'll be fine.

love me but i wont let you love you.

hate me and you might see whats true.

against the odds i still have you.

make it simple,you dont need you.

the truth hurts.

just like the tattoo i did for you.

imy.

sometimes dont just listen to music.

LEARN.

Yo, I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you want my future forget my past,
If you wanna get with me better make it fast,
Now don't go wasting my precious time,
Get your act together we could be just fine

I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

What do you think about that now you know how I feel,
Say you can handle my love are you for real,
I won't be hasty, I'll give you a try
If you really bug me then I'll say goodbye.

Yo I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ha.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

So here's a story from A to Z, you wanna get with me
you gotta listen carefully,
We got Em in the place who likes it in your face,
we got G like MC who likes it on an
Easy V doesn't come for free, she's a real lady,
and as for me..ah you'll see,
Slam your body down and wind it all around
Slam your body down and wind it all around.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.

If you wanna be my lover, you gotta, you gotta, you
gotta,
you gotta, you gotta, slam, slam, slam, slam
Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down and wind it all around.
Slam your body down zigazig ah
If you wanna be my lover.

got lost in music.

i cant see whats wrong with myself.

tired of fighting for what i want.

i cant seem to pick me up from the ground.

my heart,so numb

i cant feel no pain.

another storm

another day

another night

i wish that tml never comes after tonight.

Brit & Alex - Let It Go

lose your mind just let it go.

Dirty Dancing - Time of my Life (Final Dance) - High Quality

this is really old :D

I haven't been home for a while
I'm sure everything's the same
Mom and Dad both in denial
An only child to take the blame

Sorry, Mom, but I don't miss you
Father's no name you deserve
I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world

Never know what I've become
The king of all that's said and done
The forgotten son

This cities buried in defeat
I walk along these no-name streets
Wave goodbye to All.....

As I fall...

At the dead-end I begin
To burn a bridge of innocence
Satisfaction guaranteed
A pillow-weight catastrophe

Our own mission nowhere bound
Inhibitions underground
A shallow grave I
Have dug all by myself

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
(You regret you made me
It's too late to save me)

As far as I can tell
It's just voices in my head
Am I talking to myself?
'Cause I don't know what I just said

(And she said)
As far as where I fell
Maybe I'm better off dead
Am I at the end of nowhere
Is this as good as it gets?

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me
(To save me, to save me, to save me, ...)

("It's too late") [x2]

To save me, to save me, to save me, to save me

And now I've been gone for so long
I can't remember who was wrong
All innocence is long gone
I pledge allegiance to a world of disbelief
Where I belong

A walking disaster
The son of all bastards
You regret you made me
It's too late to save me

I will be home in a while
You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world

I will be home in a while
You don't have to say a word
I can't wait to see you smile
Wouldn't miss it for the world

FALLING STARS*

When you forget me
When you don't remember my name
Not even a memory
Somewhere in the back of your brain

I won't be offended 'cause I always knew
That the day would come when
I'm not enough to make you stay

You tell me it's not possible
No way that we could break
But nothing is illogical
Believe me...

Like falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn up alive
Crashing cars
I'll never get over you,
Never over you 'cause
You are so beautiful, yeah

The world is turning
And time keeps on lingering on
The sun will be burning
Eventually you will be gone

I'll always love you
Ohh, believe it or not
But baby, that's not enough to,
Not enough to stop these...

Falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn up alive
Crashing cars
I'll never get over you
Never over you 'cause
You are so beautiful, yeah

When it's all said and done
I'll be just a speck in the galaxy
Floating far away by gravity
Tell me it's not possible
No way that we could break
Like falling stars
Like crashing cars

Like falling stars over your head
We were bound to burn out, just like
Crashing cars
I'll never get over you
Never over you, 'cause
You are so beautiful

You are so beautiful, yeah

you are beautiful just the way you are.

im the one who made you ugly..

i didnt appreciate you...

i was an asshole i admit.

yah.i cant amend what happened.

i can only live with guilt and grieves.

im sorry.

"Everytime"

[MARK:] LATELY I'M NOT WHO I USED TO BE
SOMEONE'S COME AND TAKEN ME
WHERE I DON'T WANNA GO
IF I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE TO DO
IN ORDER TO BE THERE FOR YOU
WHEN YOU WERE FEELING LOW

[BEN:] AND ALL THE THINGS WE EVER WANTED
WERE ONCE YOURS AND MINE
NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT
ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT

[PAUL:] EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND
EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND
EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT
EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE
THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND
AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY
SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY

[CHRISTIAN:] SAVE ME, I'VE FALLEN FROM MY DESTINY
YOU AND I WERE MEANT TO BE
I'VE THROWN IT ALL AWAY
NOW YOU'RE GONE
IT'S TIME FOR ME TO CARRY ON
BUT BABY I JUST CAN'T GO ON
WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE

[BEN:] AND ALL THE THINGS WE EVER WANTED
WERE ONCE YOURS AND MINE
NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT
ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT

[PAUL:] EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND
EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND
EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT
EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE
THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND
AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY
SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY

[BEN:] WE CAN SURVIVE IT
ALL THE PAIN WE FEEL INSIDE
YOU RELIED ON ME AND NOW I'VE LET YOU DOWN
NOW, I PROMISE YOU FOREVER
I WILL BE THE BEST I CAN
NOW, I KNOW WE CAN REVIVE IT
ALL THE LOVE WE LEFT

[PAUL:] EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND
EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND
EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT
EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE
THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND
AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY
SINCE I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY

EVERYTIME I KISS I FEEL YOUR LIPS AND
EVERYTIME I CRY I SEE YOUR SMILE AND
EVERYTIME I CLOSE MY EYES I REALISE THAT
EVERYTIME I HOLD YOUR HAND IN MINE
THE SWEETEST THING MY HEART COULD EVER FIND
AND I HAVE NEVER FELT THIS WAY
SINCE THE DAY I GAVE YOUR LOVE AWAY

Run away

I'm living with a hole inside

A Piece of me that I have yet to find

The edge of reason, lies uneven

Turn me off, feel the blood so cold

Like a product that was bought and sold

Asking me for the impossible

Raped my body, lost my vision

Lost my mind, I had to let it go

I ain't waiting for a miracle

I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason

Under my armor I lost it all

No more faith

No savior made of our designs

Fooled me before, I tell ya not this time

Another day living irrational

Another day inside this dying soul

I ain't waiting for a miracle

I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason

Under my armor I lost it all

There's something in your eyes

A part of me that I recognize

I want to let you know

We'd be there if we could and it's alright

You taught me how to feel

It's no wonder I'd do anything

Tell me why'd you have to go

With the worst to come lost are the best I know

Time - seems like we lost it all

Burn it all

Burn it to the fucking ground

Believe the words that I don't want me around

Life revision, indecision

World collision, heads will roll

With nothing left except the pain to show

Mental manic driven overflow

I ain't waiting for a miracle

I ain't waiting for the world to change

Under my skin lives the reason

Under my armor I lost it all

Evanescence - Fall Into You ( David Hodges Feat Amy Lee )

i cant make it all alone again.. =|

broken.

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

i guess i was putting up my pride as a boy.

pride is useless when theres nothing to hold on to it.

everybody have something positive to look forward to.

for me..im always closed up in the darkness.

never been able to see the light.

never been able to make things right.

useless fuck.

well,you thought u had responsibilities for me.

you thought :D

im actually quite disappointed in myself,

that i cant handle my own relationship.

that i needed help.

something liddat.

haha.

this love.

Maroon 5 - This Love
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I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken it’s toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken it’s toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore

I’ll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything’s alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that’s what you want me to do

a guilty man dont deserve another.

life sucks and then you die - laura.

life dont suck unless you die -mrhell.

i've got time,for everything.

when im alone.

starring at the sky

waiting till dawn

waiting till rise

waiting..waiting..waiting.

i couldnt find my answer.

to life.

yeah,i've lost it all.

i did apologise but who really bothers?

im a fucked up shit.

but who dont fucked up in their life.

no one is perfect man.

its not like im begging for forgiveness.

im just begging to god to make things better.

its not easy trying to be the best.

that everyone wants.

its not easy to stand up everytime i fall.

i couldnt see who's with me anymore.

everyone just step out of my life like im just a ho.

if u think you're so smart why dont you take over my life?

i am complaining.

im just sad.

i dont wanna pretend im happy anymore.

this is me.

i sit back

i relax

i zic zac

you chillax

closing in,on society

i feel the insides crying out for all

its contradicting but its what we want.

to feel lost and empty out there

everyone wants to not feel so alone

not anymore

if you feel cold and warm with unweaving thoughts

show me what the hell its all about

all this fuckers are making a joke out of you

while i stare at the sky praying for more

its all about respect.

you aint getting any if you arent in it.

its childish but who's really in it?

the police thought they've got everything under

but whats underneath it all?

we dont know they dont care

as long as they get paid the world will care.

you see it aint about money

it aint about education

its all about rules they have

respect is what they meant.

not laws and riot we used to have

you can stand there and look at me

but i aint staring because u mean NO SHIT

13112010 7.53pm

wake me up..

when next september ends.

ill be back again.

lurves.xoxo.

Eminem feat Elton John - Stan (Live)

u remind me that its not so bad.not so bad.

beautiful dangerous

Now we're on this planet
I'm in love with all your dangers, dangers
We can live forever
I can be your favorite angel, angel
Beautiful Dangerous

We acted smooth like rain
Save all flame that we'll light
You can be sick, I'll be nasty
Cuz sometimes it's more fun to fight

ill never forget my family and friends who filled up my life of pathetic miseries.

making my happiness happening,ill bring it to every misery.

i make plans.
so that i can hope for more.
i make decisions.
so that i can understand more.
i make love.
so that people understands me more.

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..
got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..
and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray,
but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,
it's not so bad..

Papa Roach - Forever

i still cant get over you :(

Hinder - Without You

im ready to let you leave.

i once had a family.

once had the best girl in the world.

they were all gone.

imma be somebody.

not just a clique

but your worst nightmare and sweet dreams.

time is passing quick.

everything paced as i walk.

i turn behind,

i saw memories.

i turn right,

i see depressed.

i turn left,

i saw her.

but when i look forward,

nothing is stopping me.

going through this storm.

its hard and bitter.

but its going to start soon.

a moon bow :)

2:50

its time to let go,

its time go home.

project tainted love chorus

slow down
dont pace up too quickly
slow down
dont like what is too quick
i dont wanna be too naive

god hates us everytime
will be turn into a hater,hates everyone


So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

a whole new world
a new fantastic point of view
no one to tell us no or where to go
or say we're only dreaming

im trying to forget that
im addicted to you
but u want it and i need it
im addicted too you
now its over
cant forget what you said
and i never wanna do this again
heartbreaker

its just like a cigarette,its something that i do
once in a while but in between me and you
its just like a cigarette,nobody's really foolded
i dont want the truth , i wanna feel fucking cool

"its just like a cigarette,its something that i burn
once in a while i killed the pain in between me and you
its just like us,but there aint to burn
i dont want the truth i just wanna feel brand new"

"on and on and on
you take me for granted
on and on and on
you take me,for you"

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how i fall
confusing what is real

These days are dark and the nights are cold
People acting like they lost their soul
And everybody's trying not to cry
trying to get by
And trying not to feel out of control
And if you look hard enough
Sometimes you'll find a place that might just remind you of home
But if it doesn't feel like home
You can do what I do
Just pretend you don't feel so alone

But you put on quite a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtain's finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertainin'
but its over now
go on and take a bow

"but i had to let you go
you really had me going
now its time to go
im finally closing now
that was quite a show
really really entertaining
but its over liao
go on and take your bow"

‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

"i've lost it all
but i knew nothing last forever
im sorry i couldnt be perfect
its just so late
we cant go back
i cant stand another fight"

i think the last one is really catchy

0321 03NOV 2010

(project tainted moonlight)

yeah,i been trying to find out
What is this life all about!
i was much more than a boy
and im not excited at all!
maybe its just too early
maybe its just too late!
im just in a situation that i haven been in first place!
Everybody’s being so cool.
well,im just staying right back watching 'what you gon do',
i got up,i realise that there's something wrong with 'you'!
But no,I've been taken cared of.
I have to pick myself up
but kept felling that i screamed 'ive given up'!
well you see,it aint so tough to be me
you just to step into this
and then you'll see i mean.



Yeah,I haven been anyone.
i got so fed up i got so wild!
i made the dopest mistakes
i tried hard to forget
i tried so hard that
even some of 'them' just couldnt understand!
in the end i pick myself up from the ground,
i told myself that i am not so alone.
i told myself to be strong
i told everyone to trust god.
yeah i been wrong
but dont you ever give up on me
because i still believe!!
that its not over,
it wasnt meant to be!!
i wanted to figure out whats wrong.
i wanted to break free
all along,its just me and my dreams.



no more i told myself.
of such mistakes
i've been crying out for help
there aint nobody whos gonna help yourself up!
you just gotta learn it all
theres times which are hard,
theres times i need to let go!
but where did i end up?
i've gotten nothing but hate!
i had to focus darn hard
and then learn to be strong,
im a fool of myself
but it dont matter no more,
i've gotten what i really need
i just got to be strong!
i've learnt it all.
all these friends who stud right by me,
i gave it all and i was still hoping some more.

jealousy
attitude
sad
miss
independent
never mind
ecstasy

3:36 1 november 2010

i fell unto you

while you fell unto me too

i thought i was dreaming when i saw your face.

its hard to believe i was holding your warm hands tightly.

taking step by step i fell more and more unto you

i took a step forward and you disappeared.

you came back right when i was gone.

hatred grew inside me,feeding off my sanity slowly.

i couldnt bear to leave so i held you tight deep inside my heart.

following close behind you,i see more faith.

closing my eyes i felt at peace.

i feel alive again.

3.46am 1st november 2010

been running for so long

i think i should take a walk

its been tiring,yes.

it was worth it,yes.

i've learnt my lesson.

its time to move on chungaik!

i gotta be strong.

i wont fall.

i wont falter

this is my second chance.

i gotta grab it.

i should be sleeping.

i mourn so much its hard to believe it.

sometimes i ask myself,

god if you hate me so much,put me out of my misery.

but another voice told me to be strong.

slowly learn and figure a way out.

because life is full of pupose and love.

you just dont see it.

i gotta stand up.

i gotta fall.

what past

dont matter no more.

i gotta hope for tomorrow.

pray for my loves.

put faith in jesus christ and myself :)