did i really make the right decision back there? i think failed.im so disappointed. the more i think,the more i smoke. what the fuck is wrong with me. im sick of being down. sick of being stressed. sick of my parents. sick of school. sick of studies. i wanna breakdown and cry. prolly jump down some building dying without anyone noticing, fuck. why do i have such naive thoughts. i feel stupid now. retarded. fuck. someone kill me please!
BYE
No matter how many times did you told me you wanted to leave No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breath No matter how many nights did you lie I'd wait to the sounds of pausing rain Where did you go? Where did you go? Where did you go? (Heart beat, a heart beat, i need a heart beat...)
Tell me would you kill to save your life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? Crash, crash, burn let it all burn This sorry can't change things, I so long to cry (This hurricane's chasing us all underground)
No matter how many deaths I die, I will never forget No matter how many lies I live, I will never regret There's a fire inside, Of this heart, About to explode into flames Where is your God? Where is your God? Where is your God...?
Do you really want? Do you really want me? Do you really want me dear?
Do you really want? (A heart beat, a heart beat, I need a heart beat... You know I gotta leave, I can't stay, I know I gotta go, I can't stay)
Tell me would you kill to save your life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn If sorry can't fix the things i so long to cry (This hurricane's chasing us all underground)
You say you wrong, you wrong, I'm right, I'm right, you're wrong, we fight Ok, I'm running from the light, running from the day to night Oh, the quiet silence defines our misery The riot inside keeps trying to visit me No matter how we try, it's too much history Too many bad notes playing in our symphony So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow And then you call upon God You call upon God
Tell me would you kill to save your life? Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn If sorry can't fix the things i so long to cry (This hurricane's chasing us all underground)
a really meaningful song.
sorry people,its just the broken down me if you see me looking kinda weird. i need time to patch myself back. why the fuck did i write this when i know that nobody came to my blog for awhile already. no one tags,so i take it as 0 count. NEVERMIND IM TALKING TO MYSELF. yeah im going insane.
[Verse 1:] We touch I feel a rush We clutch it isnt much But its enough to make me wonder whats in store for us Its lust its torturous You must be a sorceress cause you just Did the impossible Gain my trust dont play games itll be dangerous If you fuck me over Cause if I get burnt imma show you what its like to hurt Cause I been treated like dirt before ya And love is evil Spell it backwards I'll show ya
Nobody knows me I'm cold Walk down this road all alone Its noones fault but my own Its the path ive chosen to go Frozen as snow I show no emotion whatsoever so Dont ask me why I have no love for these mufuckin hos Bloodsuckin succubus what the fuck is up with this Ive tried in this department but I aint had no luck with this Its sucks but its exactly what I thought it would be Like tryin to start over I gotta hole in my heart I'm some kind of emotional rollercoaster Somethin I wont go on til you toy with my emotion so its over Its like an explosion everytime I hold ya wasnt jokin when I told ya Ya take my breathe away Your a supernova.. and I'm a
[Chorus:] Im'ma space bound rocket ship and your heart's in the moon And I'm aiming right at you Right at you 250 thousand miles on a clear night in June And I aim it right at you Right at you Right at you
[Verse 2:] I do whatever it takes When I'm with you I get the shakes My body aches when I aint With you I have zero strength Theres no limit on how far I would go No boundaries no lengths Why do we say that until we get that person that we thinks Gonna be that one and then once we get em its never the same You want them when they dont want you Soon as they do feelings change Its not a contest and I aint on no conquest for no mate I wasnt lookin but I stumbled onto you mustve been fate But so much is at stake what the fuck does it take Lets cut to the chase But a door shuts in your face Promise me if I cave in and break and leave myself open That I wont be makin a mistake
[Chorus] Im'ma space bound rocket ship and your heart's in the moon And I'm aiming right at you Right at you 250 thousand miles on a clear night in June And I aim it right at you Right at you Right at you
[Verse 3:] So after a year and 6 months its no longer me that you want But I love you so much it hurts Never mistreated you once I poured my heart out to you Let down my guard swear to god Ill blow my brains in your lap Lay here and die in your arms Drop to my knees and I'm bleedin Im tryin to stop you from leavin You wont even listen so fuck it Im tryin to stop you from breathin I put both hands on your throat I sit on top of you squeezin Til I snap ya neck like a popsicle stick Aint no possible reason I could think of to let you walk up out this house And let you live Tears streamed down both of my cheeks Then I let you just go and just give And before I put that gun to my temple I told you this
And I would do anything for you To show you how much I adored you But its over now Its too late to save our love Just promise me youll think of me every time you look up in the sky and see a star cause imma
[Chorus] Im'ma space bound rocket ship and your heart's in the moon And I'm aiming right at you Right at you 250 thousand miles on a clear night in June And I'm so lost without you Right at you Right at you
Tonight the sky above Reminds me of you, love Walking through wintertime Where the stars all shine The angel on the stairs Will tell you I was there Under the front porch light On a mystery night
I’ve been sitting watching life pass from the sidelines Been waiting for a dream to seep in through my blinds I wondered what might happen if I left this all behind Would the wind be at my back? Could I get you off my mind This time
