"anger makes you smaller
while forgiveness forces you
to grow beyond what you were"

this holiday seems so god damn long.
and i haven got my job yet.
waiting for hock to go back to work
waiting...waiting..waiting.

i seem to be always waiting.
waiting for results waiting for approval waiting to die -.-

kinda happy-go-lucky nowadays.
theres always something happening tomorrow.
i guess i should be contented and happy?

bila bila chalet

day 1
everything was pulled back due to last min stuff.
settled down in the late evening.
didnt get to rent bike because of having tight cash...
so we rot in the chalet.
played some games.
raspberry vodka.
baileys!

day 2
swimming.
bbq.
homed.

i was thinking of u all day long

well,its happy new year.

still feeling down because of the rev's death.
i got fired from my job -.-
because i took more than 2 weeks leave.
im not bothering to go back there anymore.

gonna interview at hocks working place.
wish me luck :)