30/3/10 0242

well,im finally updating.

been going home at some !@#! hour lately.
im crazy. -.-
but it was fun.
be with my friends. :)
well,all this will be gone one day.
and i needa stop going home late.

work?
never really work much lately.
pon a few times.
hock kana scolding XD
kinda sick of that place already.
all kinds of shit happens.

school?
im only left with NP appeal.
the rest all failed.
im not expecting much anyway.
though im still pinning of that little hope.
ITE starting school on 12 april.
the appeal will come out on 5 april.
gonna pray.

church?
haven been to city harvest since !#!@#!@$!
miss all my buds there.
wonder if they miss me :X


i feel dead now.
not knowing whats next for me.
feels like floating in the sea.
drifting somewhere somehow.

everyone says im too emotional.
i dont think they understand.

when its gone..
its gone.

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
There's always cracks
Crack of sunlight
Crack in the mirror on your lips
It's the moment of a sunset Friday
When our conversations twist
It's the fifth day of ice on a new tattoo
But the ice should be on our heads
We only spun the web to catch ourselves
So we weren't left for dead

And I was never looking for approval from anyone but you
And though this journey is over I'll go back if you ask me to

I'm not dead just floating
Right between the ink of your tattoo
In the belly of the beast we turned into
I'm not scared just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight

You can do the math a thousand ways but you can't erase the facts
That others come and others go but you always come back
I'm a winter flower underground always thirsty for summer rain
And just like the change of seasons
I know you'll be back again

I'm not dead just floating
Underneath the ink of my tattoo
I've tried to hide my scars from you
I'm not scared just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight oh

I'm not dead just yet
I'm not dead I'm just floating
Doesn't matter where I'm going
I'll find you
I'm not scared at all
Underneath the cuts and bruises
Finally gained what no one loses
I'll find you
I will find you

I'm not dead just floating
I'm not scared just changing
You're my crack of sunlight yeah

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?

10/3/10

well,im taking a break today.
chalet tomorrow!!!
woo!


are you with me?

I can feel that the wheels in motion
In this life, in this song, time and again
Looking back theres a new reflection
Now I know what you give is what you get

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again

Now I bet that your ears are burning
With three words on the tip of my tongue
I just hope that your heart is open
So that I can undo what Ive done

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again

Like a star, its so hard to reach you
Not enough just to call you a friend
And I know that I dont deserve you
But I dont wanna lose you again, oh

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again
No, I dont wanna lose you again

LOL

7/3/10

YAY city harvest is finally moving!
the best of all SUNTEC CONVENTION CENTER!!!
WOO HOO!
next great new is that we're moving in next year march!
only 1 year man!
awesome!

yishi's chalet is coming too.
im so excited about it :)