every time when i try to study.
some bitch would come screaming at my ears.

fuck off

could someone slap me till i wake up?

"Where'd You Go?"

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...

when i see you...theres really nothing much to say..
i hope you'll be there for me instead of me always being there for you.

my dearest mango died
:'(

graduation day and the videos were great!
mrkung jokes were funny.[RARE]
the gifts were not bad actually.
though abit buget la.
buffet was good too.
the celebration was a sucess ^^

ONWARD GESSIANS!!!!

the semi round to hell is over.

they say
"honesty is the only way with anyone when you'll be so close
as to be living with each other skins."

were we honest all along?
or were we just hiding ourselves in boxes,
afraid and running away from problems.
we never had the courage.
we were just afraid.
afraid of the past.


tomorrow's prelim.
unprepared.
what am i going to do with only a month left before O level.
i dont wannt think about it.

still love this song alot!
especially when syn kicks in




Oh yeah
Dirty little girl don't care about her reputation
She goes hard, moves fast and she's never gonna turn around
She's a party on the road and you never need an invitation
So come on in cause she's never gonna turn you down

She's a drug that I need
Tell me why should I leave?
She's no angel but she's saving me

Hey, she'll give it up for free
Yeah, she's only out to please
She don't love me but I don't seem to mind
Way, to take another ride before I have to say goodbye
Yeah, its a crazy world but I'm in love with a dirty little girl

Waking up alone now its time to feed my addiction
Don't ask, don't tell, don't wanna know where you been
Call her up, call her over for a little bit of satisfaction
Do her once, do her twice, now you know I wanna do her again

She's a drug that I need
Tell me why should I leave?
She's no angel but she's saving me

Hey, she'll give it up for free
Yeah, she's only out to please
She don't love me but I don't seem to mind
Way, to take another ride before I have to say goodbye
Yeah, its a crazy world but I'm in love with a dirty little girl

A dirty little girl
Never have to find
Gets me every time

Hey, she'll give it up for free
Yeah, she's only out to please
She don't love me but I don't seem to mind (Dirty little girl!)
Way, to take another ride before I have to say goodbye
Yeah, its a crazy world but I'm in love with a dirty little girl

YEAH!!

i cant take it
American rejects

FUCK CHEMISTRY.
goner.

if today was your last day..
tomorrow was too late~

im too short :P

it was a great day.
great memories.
<3 607

the dairy

Cuz I don't wanna be like this,
I've been running these streets for too long now, I've got nothing, it's true, but this song now.
But the further I go, I wanna go home. [x2]

[Verse 1]
I fuckin swear that I care,
but it's hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare.
Oh my decelate soul, in my decelate home, it's my decelate role, yeah I'm here all alone.
I can't think of a reason to get the fuck out of bed, curtains close, lights are off, am I alive or dead?
I haven't shaved in a week, I always slur when I speak.
Dollar is at it's peak, another fit just to sleep.
Oh whoa it's me, whoa it's me, I guess I need love.
Hoes ya see, Hoes ya see, I'm just in a rud.
And I swear I'm trying, baby please, baby don't leave.
God Damn I'm a fuck up, but I guess that's just me.
So I'll sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed, thinking about all the shit that made me wrong in my head.
I keep trying to climb but it seems so steep, pour my self a fuckin whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch.

[Chorus] x2

[Verse 2]
I watched my momma cry, she says "baby why", I say "baby die".
Babys' gone, like a suicide.
I don't think you'll see him soon, mom.
stay out my room, mom.
Tell daddy that I hate that motherfucker like you, mom.
I sing this shit for you danny, Sasha and Jordan.
These mirrors keep gettin warmer everytime that I hold em.
I pour this out for you like a partner in crime.
It's part of the times, when your sick in the mind.
Yeah I'm sick, oh so sick, I'm so sick of this shit.
Yeah I'm lit, I'm so lit, I'm so fucked up off it.
So I stumble around, till I stumble, fall down to this puddle of my tears laying here on the ground.
When you've got nothing left, you've got nothing left to lose.
With my last and single breath, I'll still be singing to you.
So when you bury me, man, you better bury me deep.
And sing along to this song cuz you're broken like me.

[Chorus] x2

And I wanna go back to the start, back where we started from.
And I know it's been so long.
I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong all along. [x2]

[Chorus] x2

TO her:
i know you've been trying hard to keep up with me.
i've been so selfish.
its always what i want.
i realised that i haven't been giving in to you recently.
always pushing u around.
i hope u can forgive me.
i hope u understand too...that lately i've been way too stress.

sorry girl.
xxooxxoo

i realized ...my clique was broken.
partly my fault.
partly their fault.

some were couldn't be bothered.
e.g hock zheng,swee hong,john
some stayed just because they dont wanna feel lonely
e.g derrick,kenneth
some just wanna dee siao
e.g beng shiang
some have no money but wanna be "in"
e.g boon keat

i dont mind getting hated.
but u people are just too selfish.
your own desires.
fuck you.
u are a bullshit.
theres no clique in your mind.
its just U.

the reason i left the clique is partly because of my relationship.
but fuck you people for trying to screw around.


there is no clique that we've created.

O level is coming...
im scared.

lonely.. by ~mosspink on deviantART

issit me or issit us thats falling apart?
i did my best for u and i dont see it coming back.
is this love?
i asked myself.
i chose to love you no matter what.
i chose not to give up no matter what...
did it work?
i asked myself again.

where is my love?

"Loaded And Alone"

Just a kid just a fool
Always trying to play it so cool
So he did what he knew
He left home and he dropped out of school

He wanted fame fame fame even just a little bit
A shame shame shame he would sell his soul for it
Even changed his name never gonna get it back now

He's got money but he's way off track
So lonely that it makes him think back
To his family and friends and
The lady he left back home
He's loaded and alone

Still a kid still a fool
Still trying to break all the rules
A big house with too many rooms
And an ego to go with it too

He got his fame fame fame more than just a little bit
A shame shame shame that he sold his soul for it
haven changed his name never gonna get it back now

enough of all the stress.
ive decided to choing study liao.
no influence.
no discouragements.
no day dreaming.

ive had enough.
what done is done.
sick of all this crap too.

i need to focus.
im gonna focus.


gonna study with swee and chin hock tomorrow.
hope everything goes well.

PS:fuck off you haters.
i dont need u to talk about my studies.
fucking mind your own business.
fucking stay out of my way.

maltese by ~raechele on deviantART

i wanna steal a maltese.

love isnt a game
love isnt just commitment

love is for life
love is more than meets the eyes.


TODAY.
2nd month anni.

went sakea.
ordered all kinds of stuff. zzz
became someones rubbish bin too.

went to watch proposal.
fun,loving,touching?

love takes time.
to comprehend.
to nurture.

love ya.