issit all pretense or reality
everywhere i go your name pops up everywhere everytime.
if you've given up on me..please do something.
i feel pitiful,being so helpless and faithless.
did you intend to give up on me from the start?
or are you just treating me like a boy?
am i really the only exception?
or do you just wanna finish the race?
my patiences are almost at limit.

i told you that i would even die for you.
but..all i've gotten back is pain and jealousy..
if this is karma,will you give me up?
thats all im asking..
im really tired of my current life.
in fact,im sick of it.
next year..will be a brand new start.
im not really looking forward to meeting you.
but i really do miss you.