i kept remembering you because i didnt want you to pass right by me.
i kept pestering you because i am afraid of losing you again.
i teared because you're all thats left in me.

at times like this,
growing from silences to screams.
learning from innocents to wise.
teaching from the high end and down low.
its hard to have the weight of the world.
i need to just...breathe.