every night,just pouring another drink just to get some sleep.
i need a new habit.a good one.

hey..just wanna say..
i really miss you..

trying my best not to think about it,but it keeps haunting me.
cant eat well,cant sleep well,smoking and drinking way too much.
damn these habits of mine.
i start to think alot recently.
the actions i've regretted
the selfish decisions i make.
its killing me inside.
i need to do something before i mess up my life again.