feels really awkward coming back here,
reminds me of the good times and bad times
seems more like all the bad times though.heh.
wanted to write some stuff on facebook then i realise itll just pass by
so i thought of writing out my feelings right here,so i can at least remember it.

today 29th oct 2012
0238HR now,cant seem to sleep at all
it was just now that i started missing my friends
the good old times,the bad times we've been through
there was a time where i struggled through with some insane experience.
that time i've thought i lost everything.
nothing went well,nothing feels sane to me.
i couldnt help it but to freak out everytime the flash back gets me.
i thought to myself,would things be better if it didnt happen?
i wish i could figure out what happen but i had no idea,not a single answer i could think of.
never really cared about it though,its the past anyway.

what am i saying,
bye.