sometimes i wonder,when i advise those young couples,

to keep going,no matter what,hold on.

then i look back,i've never been a successful one myself,

i always end up in one complete big mess

never understand how my partner feels

i remember myself telling you that you dun understand,

to be honest,i've never understood myself.

sometimes i need someone to hug and hold on to.

sometimes i just wanna be alone and not to be bother

i wonder,do my friends think this way too?

am i such a bothersome person?

in reality,i've never wanted to be alone.

but deep down,i know,that when im alone,

i wont be able to hurt anyone,or myself.

maybe its just this nightmare and these flash backs that keeps coming.

i dont even know what i want anymore.

to grow old?

have family?

support my family?

damn.

its tiring to keep thinking this way.

im sick of being involved in relationship.

maybe 10 years later,ill look back and tell myself,

you stupid retard.

maybe,ill just keep moving forward.

maybe ill get to forget you :)

and hopefully..he is your true happiness.

ciao blogger! :)