all these are too much for me.
too much for my sis.
too much for everybody.
yeah,i had enough.
god if you want,just put my body in peace.
everything screwed up.
EVERYTHING.
i cant fucking pass through this test.
i just cant.
its not as simple as you think.
treating me this way,with this kind of life.
and all i wanted was a teenage life.
nothing more nothing less.
not some fucked up one with
family problems,relationships,finiance,studies,friends problem.
yeah i had enough.
if i were to just die.
fucking anyway.
please.
just take me away.
i wanna meet my maker in peace.
i wanna feel alive again.
its not like i wanted this.
buts its alittle too late.
and i just cant take these stress.
i wont struggle on.
in a way so cold.
in a way so cruel.
and i just cant fucking take this anymore!

now i think i understand.
how this world can overcome a man
like a friend we saw it though
in the end i gave my life for you

gave you all i had to give
founjd a place for me to rest my head
while i may be hard to find
heard theres peace just on the other side

not that i could
not that i would
let it bleed.
let it flow.
let it flood.

left this life to set me free
took a piece of you inside of me
all this hurt can finally fade
promise me you'll never feel afraid.

i hope its worth it
whats left behind me,yeah
i know you'll find your own way
when im not with you tonight



yeah it felt like hell when i saw you broke down.
im sorry.i just needed to show my anger because i needed to find someone to blame
i really hated you.but you didnt.
when i told you that i feel like a useless trash at home,
u told me that im not.
though u were not there when i needed you.
because u never knew me.
and i had never let you know me.
not tat i could or that i would.
its just that i wanted people to suffer under my burden.
i wanted to face it alone.
but i had friends.
friends who actually showed care and concerns towards me unlike how
cold both my sisters treat me.
i felt so outkast when i see u two chatting.
i couldnt join in.
i wasnt born for this group.
i wasnt born to had lots of friends too.
but i carried on living a lonely life.
till i found my girl.
my life was brighten up like how the sun did to the moon.
when we broke up..the heaven fell on my shoulder.
its like my moon no longer shines anymore.
till i broke down recently
i realise that im weak.
im childish.
im useless.
im bad tempered.
i am one hard kid to handle
i turned in to this monster i couldnt regconise.
i just feel like dying,