grumbling

did i really make the right decision back there?
i think failed.im so disappointed.
the more i think,the more i smoke.
what the fuck is wrong with me.
im sick of being down.
sick of being stressed.
sick of my parents.
sick of school.
sick of studies.
i wanna breakdown and cry.
prolly jump down some building dying without anyone noticing,
fuck.
why do i have such naive thoughts.
i feel stupid now.
retarded.
fuck.
someone kill me please!

BYE