7/7/09



its been like weeks?
since i blogged?
haha busy busy busy.
studies.guitars.playtime.love.hate.emo.
hmmm no time no time no time.
better cancel out guitars,hate,emo and probably most of the playtime
and focus on studies.

seems tat most of my friends and some teachers are losing faith in me.
example our dear mr heng hock zheng,always find ways to make me feel lousy,
though i know u are trying to motivate me in a different manner,
i dun think really think you are helping much
because what u say,totally didnt motivate me.
it just make me think more negative.
seriously,if u just shut ur big fat mouth,
i can do better.
i know its kinda harsh to post this here,
but,i had enough of it.
"i have my limits."
i told u this before,a year ago.

well,schools have been going to the extreme?
hmm i mean....its really getting me exhausted.
the long lasting periods.
the long lectures.
the boring teachers.
making me sick.

firstly,the sianz thing is tat i got into kungy's group.
which totally sucked.
i really dont like the way kungy teach...i prefer mr siew.
well,no complacent.
[update:yays mrsiew is teaching our group! ]

secondly,i have to thank our mr derek tan for letting me join the lousier group,
taught by mr siew[another teacher].
mr siew is the greatest english teacher in gan eng seng school.
tats how i feel.
when he teach,he only focus on what is necessary,and what is not.
i like the clarity in his speech when he speaks.
haha,makes me feel more comfortable with his vocab.
unlike derek,he suck totally.
bombarding us with chim words,boring lectures,crapy jokes.
sorry to say this but u and ur attitude suck.

next,the excel programe.
ponned today cox i wasnt feeling too good.
had to visit the toilet twice after i've reached home.
supervise studies coming up the next week.
damn i cant wait for PE lesson.
the stupid indoor sports hall better be ready!!!


seems tat everything is going pretty smooth for me.
somehow i do actually pray to "him"...once in awhile.
pray for "his" blessing
i really dunno if "he" actually exist.
having doubts in my mind.

photos will be updated in a later....later...later time.