Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

well,its the end for me.
so sick of people asking me where are you now.
just fuck off seriously.
yep its true,i feel despised.
go bother someone else PLEASE.

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

wow.i slept from yesterday,when i just reach home till this morning.
went to school..realised theres only 1 lesson -.-
should have skip school.
boring lectures..by mr ONGG
lesson halfway some friends wanna go cafe eat.
kinda hungry so join them..
toilet...went back. 30mins gone.
just when we were back,theres another break XD.

well..other than photoshop.
im not learning much in school.
Computer maintenance shit..dun quite understand.
java...haven attend a single lesson yet.

fyi my laptop crashed
thats why maybe i nvr reply some of ya
or ya cannot send msg to me
no worries.getting it fixed today :)

bye.

well...first few days of school pretty much sucked.
had to follow wee leng around course no friends there.
not really ZERO friends la.
made a few...locus and wilfred.
kailin in my class too :)

seen one of my lecturer.
kinda sian.
hiax.

nvm.
bye bye

die die must watch.

my np appeal failed.
wasnt really expecting anything at all.
but why..this feeling.

30/3/10 0242

well,im finally updating.

been going home at some !@#! hour lately.
im crazy. -.-
but it was fun.
be with my friends. :)
well,all this will be gone one day.
and i needa stop going home late.

work?
never really work much lately.
pon a few times.
hock kana scolding XD
kinda sick of that place already.
all kinds of shit happens.

school?
im only left with NP appeal.
the rest all failed.
im not expecting much anyway.
though im still pinning of that little hope.
ITE starting school on 12 april.
the appeal will come out on 5 april.
gonna pray.

church?
haven been to city harvest since !#!@#!@$!
miss all my buds there.
wonder if they miss me :X


i feel dead now.
not knowing whats next for me.
feels like floating in the sea.
drifting somewhere somehow.

everyone says im too emotional.
i dont think they understand.

when its gone..
its gone.

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
There's always cracks
Crack of sunlight
Crack in the mirror on your lips
It's the moment of a sunset Friday
When our conversations twist
It's the fifth day of ice on a new tattoo
But the ice should be on our heads
We only spun the web to catch ourselves
So we weren't left for dead

And I was never looking for approval from anyone but you
And though this journey is over I'll go back if you ask me to

I'm not dead just floating
Right between the ink of your tattoo
In the belly of the beast we turned into
I'm not scared just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight

You can do the math a thousand ways but you can't erase the facts
That others come and others go but you always come back
I'm a winter flower underground always thirsty for summer rain
And just like the change of seasons
I know you'll be back again

I'm not dead just floating
Underneath the ink of my tattoo
I've tried to hide my scars from you
I'm not scared just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight oh

I'm not dead just yet
I'm not dead I'm just floating
Doesn't matter where I'm going
I'll find you
I'm not scared at all
Underneath the cuts and bruises
Finally gained what no one loses
I'll find you
I will find you

I'm not dead just floating
I'm not scared just changing
You're my crack of sunlight yeah

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?

10/3/10

well,im taking a break today.
chalet tomorrow!!!
woo!


are you with me?

I can feel that the wheels in motion
In this life, in this song, time and again
Looking back theres a new reflection
Now I know what you give is what you get

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again

Now I bet that your ears are burning
With three words on the tip of my tongue
I just hope that your heart is open
So that I can undo what Ive done

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again

Like a star, its so hard to reach you
Not enough just to call you a friend
And I know that I dont deserve you
But I dont wanna lose you again, oh

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again
No, I dont wanna lose you again

LOL

7/3/10

YAY city harvest is finally moving!
the best of all SUNTEC CONVENTION CENTER!!!
WOO HOO!
next great new is that we're moving in next year march!
only 1 year man!
awesome!

yishi's chalet is coming too.
im so excited about it :)

kinda hate my life now.
when i work,i wish i can go home.
when im off work,i wish work never comes next.
i wanna get paid while sleeping -.-

maybe im just like john.
cant wait for school to start.
idk.

If you can hear this don't assume that I'm talking to you
Yesterday everything I thought, I believed in died
But today is my birthday, today is my birthday

I don't need you, I'll say it to myself
It doesn't mean I won't need somebody
Anyone with half a soul will hear this and they'll never leave me

If you don't know what forever feels like
I'll show you what it feels like without it
I'll show you what it feels like without it

This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in
This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in

And I can get by now, I'm not really dead
But I really needed someone to save me
Leaving me alone to die
Is worse than having any guts to kill me

If you don't know what forever feels like
I'll show you what it feels like without it
I'll show you what it feels like without it

This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in
This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in

Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss
Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss

Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss
Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss

Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss
Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss

So watch my chest heave
As this last breath leaves me
I am trying to be
What you're dying to see

I feel like "Fuck man,
Can't take this, anymore,
This heart, break this."
This is life that's so thankless,
How could he just forsake us?

ever felt lost in your own path?
you chosen it and yet?
maybe its not really the path you wanted.

its complicated.

well,i finally got a job.
at raffles hotel - tiffin room as waiter with ah hock.
everyone calls him that -.-
and im the blockhead ah teo there.

today,3rd day of work.
got scolded by one of the manager,yusof.
for being too slow -.-
everyone says ill learning slow
but woot?
no ones teaching me constantly.
been doing chores more than work -.-

well,at least im working now.
better than rotting?
thank the lord.

ciao

"anger makes you smaller
while forgiveness forces you
to grow beyond what you were"

this holiday seems so god damn long.
and i haven got my job yet.
waiting for hock to go back to work
waiting...waiting..waiting.

i seem to be always waiting.
waiting for results waiting for approval waiting to die -.-

kinda happy-go-lucky nowadays.
theres always something happening tomorrow.
i guess i should be contented and happy?

bila bila chalet

day 1
everything was pulled back due to last min stuff.
settled down in the late evening.
didnt get to rent bike because of having tight cash...
so we rot in the chalet.
played some games.
raspberry vodka.
baileys!

day 2
swimming.
bbq.
homed.

i was thinking of u all day long

well,its happy new year.

still feeling down because of the rev's death.
i got fired from my job -.-
because i took more than 2 weeks leave.
im not bothering to go back there anymore.

gonna interview at hocks working place.
wish me luck :)

RIP
A7X FOREVER!!!

kampong life=12hrs of sleep
10hrs of CPU
2hrs of eat shit bath

1st day in malaysia.
had aches everywhere once i reached malaysia.
TV installed on every seats,alot movies sia.
time passed fast eventually.
staying feng aunt house.
not as comfortable as home. :X

missing everyone already.

DAY 2
woke up with kids spraying water at me and stuff.
cut my hair.
crappy.

went to some night streets.
really bad traffic jam.
so decided to go home.

day 3
visit genting.
a walk with the folks.
a ride of de "flying coaster" with the kids.
homed.

day 4
bus-ed to kangar.
cabbed to granny's home.

day 5
rot.
weather was really bad.
sweating even though the fan is blowing
directly at me.

day 6
woke up by a bunch of noises
from the animals -.-
AT 6AM!

day 7
rot

day 8
visit one of the aunts
her house was like a zoo
had monkeys dogs parrots chicken and ducks
couldnt find the goats =/

day 9
went to the market for breakfast.
hate it when i have to drag myself out of bed.

day 10
rot

day 11
rot

day 12
back to KL
the damn bus driver was late for an hour.
screw him.
we came earlier somemore -.-

ate alot at the crab restaurant -.-
fucking fat.

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

into you

happy today :D
had fun with jas.
together with yishi.
saw timmy.
and met zhixun.

Smoke another cigarette

It kills the pain
That's all that's left
Of me anymore
Choke on all of my regrets
Feeling the strain in every breath
Stumble as I crawl
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade

having a 1 week off till wednesday
manager didnt put me on schedule cox
i never wrote down my own schedule.
crap.
zzz gonna rot.

all the things shes said

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?