November 30, 2009

into you

happy today :D
had fun with jas.
together with yishi.
saw timmy.
and met zhixun.




Smoke another cigarette
It kills the pain
That's all that's left
Of me anymore
Choke on all of my regrets
Feeling the strain in every breath
Stumble as I crawl
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade

November 26, 2009

having a 1 week off till wednesday
manager didnt put me on schedule cox
i never wrote down my own schedule.
crap.
zzz gonna rot.

November 23, 2009

all the things shes said

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

November 22, 2009

Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through


Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

November 21, 2009

well,didnt went for service in the end =/
went cell group today.
a couple of new faces?

recall:
prom night
i dunno what the hell i was doing.
all i remember was food food food and flash everywhere.
my eyes were @_@.
thats why all the photo look like shit =/

went to some "orh lu lu" pub at chinatown.
recommended by syed.
had a jug of beer and long island.
and that got me drownsy -.-
cant believe it.

next tonning at henderson wave.
some boring double dare =/
tried drinking raw scotch.
-.- almost killed myself for that.

went work.
had a couple of void cox i wasnt concentrating -.-
tired mah.

watch 2012 with dear :D
thanks to melvrick for the center seats.
went dinner at food court =/
was broke -.-

went to meet ming after that..
haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
went KBOX with swee hongs company :D
touch screen Oo
was stunned when the bill came,82 bucks -.-
feeling cheated cox they charge the tibits so ex.
maybe i too long never go KBOX liao.
forget already.

November 14, 2009

2nd day of work.
thank the lord i didnt short any cash.
many many mistakes.
i actually got really super duper blur
after working for like half of the day?
lousy concentration. need more mol and volume.
lol XD

gonna pray tomorrow.
its been quite some time since i went church =/.
well.
first day of work in GV.
im so bad with all the credit card names
i get so confused. -.-

November 6, 2009

Sometimes hate is not enough
To turn this all to ashes.
Together as one
Against all others
Break all of our wings to
Make sure it crashes

November 5, 2009


slash solos

slash rocking!

he bombed his hair -.-

he's so hot.

October 31, 2009

i realised i was wrong.
should have studied for prelim.
should have studied for mid year too.
if i did,it wouldnt be so hard to catch up now.
hate myself.
regrets.

1 more day to go..
i better cherish all ive got now

October 28, 2009

yeah,math was easy
but had many mistakes.
:(

buck up buck up.

October 27, 2009

heard my prayers?
^^ it rained.

math was a breeze.
tomorrow might not be one?

October 23, 2009



madness.

October 21, 2009

feel so screwed.
for paying 5 bucks for cab to school.
and because of slippers,we cant join the class.
geez.
give em hell.

October 19, 2009

tired.
aches everywhere.
sores.
pain.

aqua timez ALONE

Your folded pale wings
are just a little tired from the overly blue sky
You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else
It’s alright to smile only for yourself

Loneliness continues to creep up on me,
a candle alight on the inside
Such a gorgeous chandelier
shouldn’t be at a crowded party, like this one
Why should I bury it all
in the emptiness of words that are lacking?
I don’t know anymore

As long as we can swim freely in our dreams,
we don’t need the sky anymore
Even if I can’t paint over everything
that happened up until yesterday,
I’ll still come out to meet you tomorrow

Inferiority complexes and reconciliations
aren’t things that will come true so easily
The mirror that remains
at the top of self-consciousness reflects flower petals
It looks like my voice is strained
from trying to cry out with an impure love
It’s irritating

In these changing times,
wounds will soon turn into scabs
Without waiting for that to happens,
you’re so beautiful, and so fleeting…

Prayers shiver in the sun,
like traces of down that have come loose
It’s alright not think about loving someone
as being too much for you right now

Sometimes this world is a little bit too dazzling
to walk looking upward in
When you cast your eyes down,
as though sinking, the dry ground slurps up your tears

Why do we feel so alone anytime?
You don’t have to take on everything
Why do we feel so alone anytime?
Just putting up with it isn’t courage

enough of all these.
tell me what u really want.

im not being used.
im just confused.

a stubborn heart can fixed.
a broken heart can be meant.
an empty heart can be filled.
but a locked one cant be helped.

im here for you.
im not here for him.

October 18, 2009

SUNDAY/hateday

sunday weather makes me feel like
NOT GOING OUT.
but..damn.gotta study.cant study at home
because i always lack concentration. -.-

gonna be study siao again.


im scared.
of O level.
or rather
im scare of regretting.

October 17, 2009



Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

Bah bah bah bah bah bah
Bah bah bah bah bah bah

That's o-kay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out!
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets

Do do do bah bah bah bah
O-kay
Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
People on streets
People on streets

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out!
Pray tomorrow takes me higher higher higher
Pressure on people
People on streets
Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn
Why why why?
Love love love love

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?
Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way
Of caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure
Under pressure pressure
SATURDAY/play day.

went for chemistry late this morning.
didnt have enough sleep i guess.
went gym,swimming and basketball.
worn out now -.-
gonna rest byeee

October 16, 2009

well,its the last day of school.
bye gess?
no more official lessons
no more screwing around with teachers
sadd

countdown to O lvl end begins.
ONWARD GESSIANS!

October 14, 2009

Dear Jesus,
please gimme more time to sleep and study.
so that i can have more confidence to screw O level HARD.
from MrHell.

October 13, 2009

study marathon
tonight.

October 12, 2009

tomorrow,hell will reach me

October 11, 2009

went to church again ^^
long service.
plus long lessson by the jc girl.
memorised the cation table.
eh...a great achievement?
but sadly i didnt go school today.
forgot the alarm. -.-
so screwed.

October 9, 2009

jennifers body is a a nice story.