I can feel that the wheels in motion
In this life, in this song, time and again
Looking back theres a new reflection
Now I know what you give is what you get

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again

Now I bet that your ears are burning
With three words on the tip of my tongue
I just hope that your heart is open
So that I can undo what Ive done

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again

Like a star, its so hard to reach you
Not enough just to call you a friend
And I know that I dont deserve you
But I dont wanna lose you again, oh

In the end its all or nothing
And I feel Im ready now
So I try to be the answer
Cause I dont wanna lose you again
No, I dont wanna lose you again

LOL

7/3/10

YAY city harvest is finally moving!
the best of all SUNTEC CONVENTION CENTER!!!
WOO HOO!
next great new is that we're moving in next year march!
only 1 year man!
awesome!

yishi's chalet is coming too.
im so excited about it :)

kinda hate my life now.
when i work,i wish i can go home.
when im off work,i wish work never comes next.
i wanna get paid while sleeping -.-

maybe im just like john.
cant wait for school to start.
idk.

If you can hear this don't assume that I'm talking to you
Yesterday everything I thought, I believed in died
But today is my birthday, today is my birthday

I don't need you, I'll say it to myself
It doesn't mean I won't need somebody
Anyone with half a soul will hear this and they'll never leave me

If you don't know what forever feels like
I'll show you what it feels like without it
I'll show you what it feels like without it

This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in
This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in

And I can get by now, I'm not really dead
But I really needed someone to save me
Leaving me alone to die
Is worse than having any guts to kill me

If you don't know what forever feels like
I'll show you what it feels like without it
I'll show you what it feels like without it

This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in
This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in

Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss
Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss

Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss
Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss

Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss
Not letting you win won't satisfy me
I'll teach you about loss

So watch my chest heave
As this last breath leaves me
I am trying to be
What you're dying to see

I feel like "Fuck man,
Can't take this, anymore,
This heart, break this."
This is life that's so thankless,
How could he just forsake us?

ever felt lost in your own path?
you chosen it and yet?
maybe its not really the path you wanted.

its complicated.

well,i finally got a job.
at raffles hotel - tiffin room as waiter with ah hock.
everyone calls him that -.-
and im the blockhead ah teo there.

today,3rd day of work.
got scolded by one of the manager,yusof.
for being too slow -.-
everyone says ill learning slow
but woot?
no ones teaching me constantly.
been doing chores more than work -.-

well,at least im working now.
better than rotting?
thank the lord.

ciao

"anger makes you smaller
while forgiveness forces you
to grow beyond what you were"

this holiday seems so god damn long.
and i haven got my job yet.
waiting for hock to go back to work
waiting...waiting..waiting.

i seem to be always waiting.
waiting for results waiting for approval waiting to die -.-

kinda happy-go-lucky nowadays.
theres always something happening tomorrow.
i guess i should be contented and happy?

bila bila chalet

day 1
everything was pulled back due to last min stuff.
settled down in the late evening.
didnt get to rent bike because of having tight cash...
so we rot in the chalet.
played some games.
raspberry vodka.
baileys!

day 2
swimming.
bbq.
homed.

i was thinking of u all day long

well,its happy new year.

still feeling down because of the rev's death.
i got fired from my job -.-
because i took more than 2 weeks leave.
im not bothering to go back there anymore.

gonna interview at hocks working place.
wish me luck :)

RIP
A7X FOREVER!!!

kampong life=12hrs of sleep
10hrs of CPU
2hrs of eat shit bath

1st day in malaysia.
had aches everywhere once i reached malaysia.
TV installed on every seats,alot movies sia.
time passed fast eventually.
staying feng aunt house.
not as comfortable as home. :X

missing everyone already.

DAY 2
woke up with kids spraying water at me and stuff.
cut my hair.
crappy.

went to some night streets.
really bad traffic jam.
so decided to go home.

day 3
visit genting.
a walk with the folks.
a ride of de "flying coaster" with the kids.
homed.

day 4
bus-ed to kangar.
cabbed to granny's home.

day 5
rot.
weather was really bad.
sweating even though the fan is blowing
directly at me.

day 6
woke up by a bunch of noises
from the animals -.-
AT 6AM!

day 7
rot

day 8
visit one of the aunts
her house was like a zoo
had monkeys dogs parrots chicken and ducks
couldnt find the goats =/

day 9
went to the market for breakfast.
hate it when i have to drag myself out of bed.

day 10
rot

day 11
rot

day 12
back to KL
the damn bus driver was late for an hour.
screw him.
we came earlier somemore -.-

ate alot at the crab restaurant -.-
fucking fat.

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

into you

happy today :D
had fun with jas.
together with yishi.
saw timmy.
and met zhixun.

Smoke another cigarette

It kills the pain
That's all that's left
Of me anymore
Choke on all of my regrets
Feeling the strain in every breath
Stumble as I crawl
Then I fall into you
And I fade away
I fall into you
And I fade

having a 1 week off till wednesday
manager didnt put me on schedule cox
i never wrote down my own schedule.
crap.
zzz gonna rot.

all the things shes said

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through


Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

well,didnt went for service in the end =/
went cell group today.
a couple of new faces?

recall:
prom night
i dunno what the hell i was doing.
all i remember was food food food and flash everywhere.
my eyes were @_@.
thats why all the photo look like shit =/

went to some "orh lu lu" pub at chinatown.
recommended by syed.
had a jug of beer and long island.
and that got me drownsy -.-
cant believe it.

next tonning at henderson wave.
some boring double dare =/
tried drinking raw scotch.
-.- almost killed myself for that.

went work.
had a couple of void cox i wasnt concentrating -.-
tired mah.

watch 2012 with dear :D
thanks to melvrick for the center seats.
went dinner at food court =/
was broke -.-

went to meet ming after that..
haha HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
went KBOX with swee hongs company :D
touch screen Oo
was stunned when the bill came,82 bucks -.-
feeling cheated cox they charge the tibits so ex.
maybe i too long never go KBOX liao.
forget already.

2nd day of work.
thank the lord i didnt short any cash.
many many mistakes.
i actually got really super duper blur
after working for like half of the day?
lousy concentration. need more mol and volume.
lol XD

gonna pray tomorrow.
its been quite some time since i went church =/.

well.
first day of work in GV.
im so bad with all the credit card names
i get so confused. -.-

Sometimes hate is not enough
To turn this all to ashes.
Together as one
Against all others
Break all of our wings to
Make sure it crashes

slash solos

slash rocking!

he bombed his hair -.-

he's so hot.